Monday 31 August 2009

BEING ALONE!

First and foremost, im a second child from a second family of my father, as i could remember since childhood we were taught by our parents to be independent in all ways. That's why it's not too difficult for us to adjust in the world where we can say being alone. All sibling are apart by our parents from first step of our high school years til college . We were trained to put in a dormitory in which every move we've done has contribute something important role in our lives , from cleaning the toilet, arranging our stuff ,punctuality, to an early wake up for exercise and taking breakfast has always been involve with time and in order . This routine enhanced me to become a good and impressing person. Enriched my mind with further achieving goals ..I was totally blessed by our almighty for all this years that my path towards every decision i made is a success maybe i rest assure you that my life has a strong belief and honest faith with him, respect, good values and disciple that i norture it every now and then . always striving to achieve my goals for being independent and remember PATIENCE , LOVE , PRAISE, and HARDWORK will give you the exact tools to grown up to be a Happy healthy person.

Sunday 30 August 2009

FIGHTING FOR DEMOCRACY....


The death of former President Corazon Cojaungco Aquino "tita cory" to most of the 92 million people of the Philippines left behind a precious inheritance, a legacy of freedom that the Philippines came to share with oppressed people around the world.She motivated ordinary filipinos to peaks of daring and selflessless at a time when their spirit had almost been broken by a 14years of dictatorship of Marcos,after the assassination of her husband ninoy in aug 1983,she stepped resolutely into his role as the political leader of the country's democratic opposition to an entrenched despotic regime.

I was inspired by tita cory Because of her prayers and spiritual devotion were a very important components of her life which give an influence to others,to her decision making and personal relation as well as her spiritual strength arouse out of her deep and abiding reliance on the grace and bounless mercy of the God she believed in. You certainly regain a positon of respect ,dignity and even admiration towards the entire Philippines. We reward you for your braveness towards the vision of an empowered and bountiful future of the filipinos. You battle and struggle the people of the Philippines to secure their liberated from poverty,inequity and injustice.

Mabuhay ka tita cory coz you fight for what is right ! As a proud Filipino, i hope and pray that we continues to speak out for an individaul transformation of peace which restored our liberty and democracy......THANK YOU CORY!

MISSING YOU.......

Missing someone gets easier every day because
even though it's one day further from the last time
you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will.
Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...
rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong
true love can be.
Love reckons hours for months,
and days for years;
and every little absence is an age.
Love reckons hours for months,
and days for years;
and every little absence is an age.
Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,
if I knew you were missing me too.
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.
I miss you like hell. Never long for anyone from the past.
There is a reason why they never made it to your future.
Darkness isn't the absence of light...
it's the absence of you.
I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.
If we're in each other's dreams,
we can play together all night.

SECRET OF FRIENDSHIP !



I cannot even imagine where i would be today were it not for the handful of friends who have given me a heartful of joy.Let's face it friends make life a lot more fun, hang out with you by our favorite places,tripping and favorite memories of the past, You nourished me with kindness,sympathy and understanding . These are the happiness of a lifetime...These are the things that last.... to by kaberks from elementary(arlynn,sheila,ren2,sidney, pauline), highschool(jill.beng.siobe toniluz and my best buddy chot2) til college(sancel.annie.mitz.joane.lorenda.lizel.jovie) i miss you guys! Hope nextime looking forward for a next reunion....love yah mmwahhhhh!

WHY DO I LOVE YOU ?



I love you -
those three words have my life in them.

I can let go,
I can forgive,
I can move on,
but I will never stop loving you

Saying I Love You is like a warm fuzzy,
it feels good for only a short while.
When you tell someone you love them
by doing something for them,
the message will mean much more and last longer.

I like not only to be loved,
but to be told I am loved

Cause I love you and I miss you,
hearing your voice is the closest thing to touching you…

To truly love something,
you must first give it a chance to fail.
If it survives, it is going to be stronger than ever.
Distance is pure proof of this,
and forever we will love if we survive.

Everytime the wind blows,
I whisper, 'I LOVE YOU!

You are an angel and I but a mere mortal.
We are worlds apart. I must love you from a distance.

Although we are not able to be with one another right now,
don't give up, for the words 'I love you' has true meaning
and holds all my feelings.
Just have faith and hold on,
for love conquers all things.

Even the distance feels so near,
all for the love of you.

You are in my mind and in my dreams,
and forever in my heart.

As long as we can see the same sky,
breathe the same air,
step on the same planet,
then You and I are not impossible.

I gave you a piece of paper with message!' written on it.
It didn't meant anything to you,
until you turned it upside-down.

a day away from you is like a years of my life wasted

DARE TO BE DIFFERENT !

I have often wondered how difficutl it would be for God to pick who will succeed and who will not. in view of the ever-increasing population, this would definetely be a daunting task. and since God treats everyone the same, with his unconditioanl love, how is He going to choose the one who deserves success? from on high, the 6 billion of human beings will actually all look the same. To be successful, I believe we must give God a helping hand. We must be different. we must dare to be different, the one that stands out in a crowd. We must be bold enough to do things people have never done before. we must dare to venture into new areas. of course if we are going to walk that path, we must prepared to pay the price of people laughing at us, ridiculing us criticizing us or being labelled heretics.

its interesting to note that people laugh at us just because we are different but what's wrong with being different? the truth is, being different is what we are born to be. Every individual in this world is different. there's not a single individual who is 100% the same as another. our thumb print is enough to prove this fact. there are no two thumb prints in the whole wide world which are the same. each and everyone of us is different. UNIQUE. and it is our uniquiness that sets us apart from the others. and if we truly want to succeed in this life we have to bring out that unique talent within us and let it shine. so brigth that God in the heavens above will see it and exclaim. Ha! thats the one who deserves to succeed! Yes, we must not only dare to be different, we must be better person!

TRUE LOVE.......

True happiness lies in you.
Appreciate someone who is trying to care
for you in spite of the distance.
Don't love him for who you hope he will become tomorrow,
but by loving who he is today,
and not what he is, but who he is!

Distance, it is a test of love,
many will fail, but for those
who can withstand it have the answer: true love.

You know it's true love when no matter
how far the distance is he can still make you smile.

True love does not worry about the distance between,
for the heart and soul travels through one's words

God, will you let her know that I love her
so when there’s no one there, that she’s not alone?
Just close her eyes and let her know
my heart is beating with hers.

Loving you means everything to me,
so whether you're miles apart from me,
I just want you to know I really love thee.

There is a saying, 'Out of sight, out of mind.'
But how can that be true?
You are not here, yet I can't get you out of my mind.

I love the sun for days,
the moon for nights and you forever.

If you love me as I love you,
nothing but death can part us two.

Close together or far apart,
you're forever in my heart.

Love does not consist of gazing at each other,
but in looking together in the same direction.

Love is 3/4 dream and 1/4 reality.
Problems usually arise
when you fall in love with the dream
and not the reality.
But, yet you find true love
when you fall in love with both.

Passion' a word which involves so many feelings;
I feel it when we touch,
I feel it when we kiss,
I feel it when I look at you.
For you are my passion,
my one true love.


MY TURKEY JOURNEY



i started my journey at the age of 21,after i graduated from college april of 2000 taking up bachelor of science in physical therapy at saint anthony college of Roxas City. I wasn't able to take a board exam for PT in some circumstances one reason is luck of money and despite of the recession of PT in US and in Philippines at that time so i decided to ask help from my aunt who is base and working in turkey as a carer for almost 16years. But for her response is , i need to wait til mid of Sept 2000, So while waiting for the processing of my visa, i have to find a job somehow to earn small amount of money for myself...a week after graduation my classmate joane daradar called me up informing me if im interested eagerly for a job offered by the San juan de dios hospital in manila as an ultrasound technician ,so immediately i talk to may parents about it and i decided to flight back to manila as possible for the exams and interview but hopefully i passed the test and the screening because of the credential and overqualified position for PT. That then ,the department head told me to start to work on that monday, while waiting for my visa i need to pass all the requirement needed to my agent baby giron. i stayed at daddy johnny's relative juliet in vito cruz extension pasay city same place we board during our internship month in manila. lot of experience,nature tripping and travel done in manila but i really enjoyed my work.

as the day arrived,it was sept 14 2000 my agent baby giron called me up telling me that may visa has been already released by the turkish embassy , she gave a small briefing of the visa and the things that i should do regarding the papers and the immigration section.my initial reaction was shock but totally happy because all my prayers was answered now im doing this not only for myself but for the entire family. immediately i made a resignation letter and after 2 days i resigned for my position and flight back to Roxas City to see once again my family before my flight going to turkey..i arrived in manila sept 19,2000 my uncle celso and aunt lorna accompanied me to the airport ,we had a small talk,warmth embrace but inspite of the time i decided to leave immediately. so my ticket was a malaysian airlines flight going to malaysia but had a stopover of 8 hours in malaysia then flight going to istanbul, as the plane landed at ataturk international airport in turkey, i was very excited to see all my relatives here working for a long time .i saw my uncle waving his hands and thats how i feel that i reach turkey.

A DAY IN THE LIFE!



THE MEANING

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for siblings to work side by side
andd then smile with pride as a family
dreams all come true......

To love is to help and encourage
with smile and sincere words of praise
to take time to share,
to listen and care in tender,affectionate ways

To love is to have all people special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing sorrows,laughter and tears as a whole family.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you have to recall since childhood til then
of all good things that sharing life brings
love is the gretest of all

I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true ;
I've learned the full meaning of FAMILY
by being and loving with you .


THE REAL ME.......

i have too many skeletons in my closet...

people think that i'm miss goody-goody but the truth is i'm just trying to hide the real me all these years. Nobody expected that i would be this person but the thing is "my mommy is my idol". I do everything she says, i don't have a mind of my own, i follow her path because i am her shadow. i am my mom's mini me. i do everything in my power to get what i want even if its putting my dignity down. i did so much to be a PERSON, i used people so i can be where i am today. so for you people who want to reach your dreams...despite of sacrifices,sufferings and pain you would succeed....