BIRTHDAY " J-O-Y "

A Birthday wish for my special love,
Message sent by the purest dove.
Wishing you happiness and success,
With eternal love, I must profess.

I celebrate your birth today,
A gorgeous princess you always portray.
Best friends and lovers all in one,
We always have the greatest fun.

I only wish the best for you,
New experiences we will always pursue.
On this special birthday, I’ll hold you tight,
As our flames of love, begin to ignite.

HEART BREAK!

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I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me
- I’m going to smile.

Love is never lost.
If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go.

For few love can last a lifetime,
but for many not knowing when
to let go can hold them back forever.

If this is goodbye,
don't come back
if this is the end,
don't wake me up.

You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..

You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are only a friend.

One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me with out knowing that you are my life...

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

I miss him,
I miss who I thought he was.......

THE PEOPLE"S BET......

Bakit Ako Tumatakbo

Laban sa payo ng kanyang sariling pamilya at mga matatalik na kaibigan, buong tapang na umuwi ng Pilipinas ang aking amang si Ninoy Aquino, 24 na taon na ang nakararaan. Hinarap niya ang banta ng asasinasyon para tumulong na wakasan ang krisis pang-politika at ekonomiya sa bansa na lalo pang gumigipit at nagpapahirap sa ating mga kababayan. Bumalik siya ng Pilipinas upang labanan ang diktadurya na lumapastangan sa ating demokrasya. Nagwasak sa mga institusyon ng pamahalaan na pumapabor lamang sa iilang tao kapalit ng paghihirap ng ating mga nakararaming kababayan.

Subalit ang nakalulunos na pagkamatay ng aking ama ay hindi nauwi sa wala. Pinatunayan ng ating mga kababayan ang paniniwala ng aking ama na “The Filipino is worth dying for” sa pamamagitan ng pagbangon mula sa pagkakahimlay na isinakatuparan sa pamamagitan ng People’s Power revolution.

Ipinasa sa aking ina ang pamamahala, na atubiling-atubili, subalit nang maihanda na niya ang kanyang isipan , kalooban at damdamin para dito, malugod na tinanggap ang hamon upang tuluyang lansagin ang rehimeng Marcos. Pinangunahan niya ang bansa upang maibalik at maitatag muli ang demokrasya sa ilalim ng kanyang administrasyon at mapayapang nailipat ang kapangyarihan sa halal ng taong pumalit sa kanya pagkatapos ng kanyang termino.

Ako ay tumatayo ngayon sa inyong harapan na determinadong ipagpatuloy ang mga layunin ng aking mga magulang. Ito ay sa pamamagitan ng pagpapalakas sa mga institusyon ng pamahalaan upang pagsilbihan ang interes ng ating mga kababayan. Kailangan tayong magkaisa at magsama-sama upang muling bigyan ng pagkakaton ang demokrasya para matamo ang ating mga layunin.

Kaya naman bilang Senador, makatitiyak kayo na gagawin ko ang mga sumusunod:

1. Pagtitibayin ang kasarinlan ng Senado bilang isa sa pangunahing institusyon sa ating nanganganib na demokrasya;
2. Patuloy na papananagutin ang gobyerno sa mga maling hakbangin nito.
3. Tutulan ang Charter Change kung ito ay gagawin hindi sa tamang panahon, wastong proseso at tamang rason;
4. Hindi aayon sa anumang tangka upang muli ay magkaroon ng mapanupil na gobyerno sa bansa; and,
5. Maging tinig ng mga inaapi sa lipunan.

With presidential wannabes are declaring their intention to run on the road towards the presidency, a slim chance over these candidates as against of NOYNOY is evident. Noynoy is different. He declared not because of his intention or his greediness in power. Yet, he declared in accordance with the peoples’ call for the revival of the Philippines from so much decay from unquestioned political disunity and opportunism. Noynoy symbolizes for hope and renewal. The Filipinos are ready to contribute whatever they could just to catapult Noynoy into the presidency. This is now the time calling for a genuine change from the present leadership. Go Pinoy! Go Noynoy! God is with us.

ALL I NEED IS Y-O-U .....

When i am wrapped up in your arms,

i feel safer that ever before.
when you stare into my eyes,
its a feeling i can't ignore,
i know this isn't just a game,
because ,what i feel for you,
i never felt it with anyone else.
When i am close to you I am overwhelmed with happiness,
You're what i've been waiting for my whole life,
You're someone i can share my love with,
you take away my fears,
words can't express how much I LOVE YOU ,
but, through this short amount of time,
i hope you realize that my love for you is REAL.
im not with you to play games,
and i know you feel the same with you ,
is where is want to be because i found someone who loves me just for me.
you give me all the reason in the world
to believe that you won't hurt me in anyway.
and if i ever lost you ,
i don't know what i would do.
you probably think that i am crazy ,
but truthfully I'm not.
Every time that were together ,
it's a whole new experience for me.
All I see in this world,
no one else but YOU and ME.

ON LIFE AND LOVE.....

"Words are just not enough to tell you
how much you mean to me
and how much I need you by my side,
all my life. You have touched my life
in ways others can't even think of.
I think of you with every waking moment
of my life and dream of you with every dream
that I have; I miss you.
We'll be miles apart. I'll keep you deep inside.
You're always in my heart.
A new life to start. I may be leaving,
but you're always in my heart.
Love knows no boundaries,
no distance, no fear.
What captures is the God's love
that will eternally melt hearts together to stay,
fused and sealed forever as one.
Love has its way and new life has begun.
You are a treasure I shall cherish,
sealed with my love, covered with lace.
The life and love we create
is the life and love we live.
We are all born for love...
it is the principle existence and it's only end.
Come live in my heart, and pay no rent.
You know when you are in love..
When your life is better then your dreams.."

A CHOICE....

Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, You can always do something. YOU always have a choice and the choice can be your power.

PT graduate but doing something else.......

Physical Therapy is a health care specialty involved evaluating,diagnosing , and treating disorders of the musculoskeletal system.The ultimate goal of Physical therapy is to restore maximal function independence to each individual patient. To achieve this goal, physical such as exercise, heat , cold .electricity and massage are utilized. Setting goals is th best way to achieve a sucessful rehabilitation outcome. You must think what is it that you want to accomplish at the end of a program. The goal you set should be important to you. However, you must be realistic and attainable.

My profession as a physical therapy is quite exciting and fulfilling because each day is complete different that the day before, making this career anything but achieving. I work with wide various of patient , as well as in a multitude of setting but my pathway to become a physical therapist is often challenging but the outcome is well worth the work despite that now ive been working as a carer i can easily adopt this profession. exploring the field is totally my passion.dealing with patients are very extraordinary for me.

That is why I miss my old days as a student, as i remember i sing horrible during church choir practice sabi nila ako daw ang may pinakamalakas na boses sa klase admit ko naman yun talagang malakas nga hehehe... i like to copy notes and sometimes share it with other di ako kill joy ha magaling lang makisama hehehehe...,a full pledge treasurer, a student council member and once a class president, always punctual for class, we always go for sports kaya active eh., go crazy for fish ball, quail eggs and mountain dew the best, fashionable during fridays hehehe... but the most important thing that i really miss this part of being a student is group study used to be , gaining friends and I.S (nako sino kaya?), gimmick at mariano's restaurant, travelling for internship, texting or textmate (remember ko ata to ah hmmmm..), making up own "PT" words (ano nga yun?), and coaching practical exam partners talagang nakakamiss ang buhay PT pero hanggang dun nalang siguro yun dahil sa ngayon na-achieve ko na ang dapat i achieve at stable na sa work na aking kinahinatnan kahit pa ibang field man sya as long as you deal with other people basta WORK.....

IF I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS, IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU!

You know you truly love someone
when everyday you meet is
like the first time you fall in love.
You're always there when I close my eyes.
You give me something no one else can,
a reason to live.
Touch my mind and I will think of you...
touch my heart and I will never forget you.
When we get close, I want you to know that
I get all weak and want to hold you forever.
I love when my heart smiles,
but the best of all, it smiles because of you.
I never knew what love was all about
until I started looking to you;
no one ever tried to tell or show me,
so I finally figured it out for myself.
What you need is someone who without you can't breathe.
Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
falling in love with you was beyond my control.
When you finally find someone
who you want to spend the rest of your life with,
you want the rest of your life to start right away.
You're the reason I believe in love
and you're the answer to my
prayers from up above.
All we need is just the two of us,
my dreams came true because of you
Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you,
but trusting them not to
I wish I could be your tear drops,
for what more could anyone ask
for then to be conceived in your heart,
born in your eyes, live on your
cheeks, and die on your lips"

Because the distance between us is so great,

my arms cannot reach you,

but because my love for you is just as great,

my heart does.......

SPECIAL BOND...

Eventhough we have never met, i feel a bond between us. A bond that should have taken years to build, yet only built in a month or two. A bond that liftlong friends should have,although most never do. A bond that am glad to share with -YOU- my bestfriend, my confidant, my companion, my inspiration , my angel , my one and only baby ......

-YOU- are not here in body and soul, but as a lighted rectangle.You come to me every day as , A mesage on my screen, A message i can rely on. To cheer me up and make my day wonderful and better. Though a keyboard we shave our ups and downs, fights and reconciliation ....

I have opened my inner self to YOU, and you have to me as well. We have traded secrets and laughs, as well as sorrows and pain. I have never met YOU , but i feel at ease as if I have known YOU most of my life. To most this might sound silly, But i assure them , it is NOT.......coz Im just expressing my unconditional love......

MERRY PASKO !

Christmas waves a magic wand over this world,
and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful.

I have always thought of Christmas time,
when it has come round,
as a good time;
a kind, forgiving, charitable time;
the only time I know of,
in the long calendar of the year,
when men and women seem by one consent
to open their shut-up hearts freely,
and to think of people below them
as if they really were fellow passengers to the grave,
and not another race of creatures
bound on other journeys.

The best of all gifts around any Christmas tree:
the presence of a happy family
all wrapped up in each other.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true ...
All I want for Christmas
Is Y O U ...

BEING ALONE!

First and foremost, im a second child from a second family of my father, as i could remember since childhood we were taught by our parents to be independent in all ways. That's why it's not too difficult for us to adjust in the world where we can say being alone. All sibling are apart by our parents from first step of our high school years til college . We were trained to put in a dormitory in which every move we've done has contribute something important role in our lives , from cleaning the toilet, arranging our stuff ,punctuality, to an early wake up for exercise and taking breakfast has always been involve with time and in order . This routine enhanced me to become a good and impressing person. Enriched my mind with further achieving goals ..I was totally blessed by our almighty for all this years that my path towards every decision i made is a success maybe i rest assure you that my life has a strong belief and honest faith with him, respect, good values and disciple that i norture it every now and then . always striving to achieve my goals for being independent and remember PATIENCE , LOVE , PRAISE, and HARDWORK will give you the exact tools to grown up to be a Happy healthy person.

FIGHTING FOR DEMOCRACY....

The death of former President Corazon Cojaungco Aquino "tita cory" to most of the 92 million people of the Philippines left behind a precious inheritance, a legacy of freedom that the Philippines came to share with oppressed people around the world.She motivated ordinary filipinos to peaks of daring and selflessless at a time when their spirit had almost been broken by a 14years of dictatorship of Marcos,after the assassination of her husband ninoy in aug 1983,she stepped resolutely into his role as the political leader of the country's democratic opposition to an entrenched despotic regime.

I was inspired by tita cory Because of her prayers and spiritual devotion were a very important components of her life which give an influence to others,to her decision making and personal relation as well as her spiritual strength arouse out of her deep and abiding reliance on the grace and bounless mercy of the God she believed in. You certainly regain a positon of respect ,dignity and even admiration towards the entire Philippines. We reward you for your braveness towards the vision of an empowered and bountiful future of the filipinos. You battle and struggle the people of the Philippines to secure their liberated from poverty,inequity and injustice.

Mabuhay ka tita cory coz you fight for what is right ! As a proud Filipino, i hope and pray that we continues to speak out for an individaul transformation of peace which restored our liberty and democracy......THANK YOU CORY!

MISSING YOU.......

Missing someone gets easier every day because
even though it's one day further from the last time
you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will.

Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...
rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong
true love can be.

Love reckons hours for months,
and days for years;
and every little absence is an age.
Love reckons hours for months,
and days for years;
and every little absence is an age.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,
if I knew you were missing me too.
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.

I miss you like hell. Never long for anyone from the past.
There is a reason why they never made it to your future.
Darkness isn't the absence of light...
it's the absence of you.

I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.
If we're in each other's dreams,
we can play together all night.

SECRET OF FRIENDSHIP !

I cannot even imagine where i would be today were it not for the handful of friends who have given me a heartful of joy.Let's face it friends make life a lot more fun, hang out with you by our favorite places,tripping and favorite memories of the past, You nourished me with kindness,sympathy and understanding . These are the happiness of a lifetime...These are the things that last.... to by kaberks from elementary(arlynn,sheila,ren2,sidney, pauline), highschool(jill.beng.siobe toniluz and my best buddy chot2) til college(sancel.annie.mitz.joane.lorenda.lizel.jovie) i miss you guys! Hope nextime looking forward for a next reunion....love yah mmwahhhhh!

WHY DO I LOVE YOU ?

I love you -
those three words have my life in them.

I can let go,
I can forgive,
I can move on,
but I will never stop loving you

Saying I Love You is like a warm fuzzy,
it feels good for only a short while.
When you tell someone you love them
by doing something for them,
the message will mean much more and last longer.

I like not only to be loved,
but to be told I am loved

Cause I love you and I miss you,
hearing your voice is the closest thing to touching you…

To truly love something,
you must first give it a chance to fail.
If it survives, it is going to be stronger than ever.
Distance is pure proof of this,
and forever we will love if we survive.

Everytime the wind blows,
I whisper, 'I LOVE YOU!

You are an angel and I but a mere mortal.
We are worlds apart. I must love you from a distance.

Although we are not able to be with one another right now,
don't give up, for the words 'I love you' has true meaning
and holds all my feelings.
Just have faith and hold on,
for love conquers all things.

Even the distance feels so near,
all for the love of you.

You are in my mind and in my dreams,
and forever in my heart.

As long as we can see the same sky,
breathe the same air,
step on the same planet,
then You and I are not impossible.

I gave you a piece of paper with message!' written on it.
It didn't meant anything to you,
until you turned it upside-down.

a day away from you is like a years of my life wasted

DARE TO BE DIFFERENT !

I have often wondered how difficutl it would be for God to pick who will succeed and who will not. in view of the ever-increasing population, this would definetely be a daunting task. and since God treats everyone the same, with his unconditioanl love, how is He going to choose the one who deserves success? from on high, the 6 billion of human beings will actually all look the same. To be successful, I believe we must give God a helping hand. We must be different. we must dare to be different, the one that stands out in a crowd. We must be bold enough to do things people have never done before. we must dare to venture into new areas. of course if we are going to walk that path, we must prepared to pay the price of people laughing at us, ridiculing us criticizing us or being labelled heretics.

its interesting to note that people laugh at us just because we are different but what's wrong with being different? the truth is, being different is what we are born to be. Every individual in this world is different. there's not a single individual who is 100% the same as another. our thumb print is enough to prove this fact. there are no two thumb prints in the whole wide world which are the same. each and everyone of us is different. UNIQUE. and it is our uniquiness that sets us apart from the others. and if we truly want to succeed in this life we have to bring out that unique talent within us and let it shine. so brigth that God in the heavens above will see it and exclaim. Ha! thats the one who deserves to succeed! Yes, we must not only dare to be different, we must be better person!

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TRUE LOVE.......

True happiness lies in you.
Appreciate someone who is trying to care
for you in spite of the distance.
Don't love him for who you hope he will become tomorrow,
but by loving who he is today,
and not what he is, but who he is!

Distance, it is a test of love,
many will fail, but for those
who can withstand it have the answer: true love.

You know it's true love when no matter
how far the distance is he can still make you smile.

True love does not worry about the distance between,
for the heart and soul travels through one's words

God, will you let her know that I love her
so when there’s no one there, that she’s not alone?
Just close her eyes and let her know
my heart is beating with hers.

Loving you means everything to me,
so whether you're miles apart from me,
I just want you to know I really love thee.

There is a saying, 'Out of sight, out of mind.'
But how can that be true?
You are not here, yet I can't get you out of my mind.

I love the sun for days,
the moon for nights and you forever.

If you love me as I love you,
nothing but death can part us two.

Close together or far apart,
you're forever in my heart.

Love does not consist of gazing at each other,
but in looking together in the same direction.

Love is 3/4 dream and 1/4 reality.
Problems usually arise
when you fall in love with the dream
and not the reality.
But, yet you find true love
when you fall in love with both.

Passion' a word which involves so many feelings;
I feel it when we touch,
I feel it when we kiss,
I feel it when I look at you.
For you are my passion,
my one true love.

MY TURKEY JOURNEY

i started my journey at the age of 21,after i graduated from college april of 2000 taking up bachelor of science in physical therapy at saint anthony college of Roxas City. I wasn't able to take a board exam for PT in some circumstances one reason is luck of money and despite of the recession of PT in US and in Philippines at that time so i decided to ask help from my aunt who is base and working in turkey as a carer for almost 16years. But for her response is , i need to wait til mid of Sept 2000, So while waiting for the processing of my visa, i have to find a job somehow to earn small amount of money for myself...a week after graduation my classmate joane daradar called me up informing me if im interested eagerly for a job offered by the San juan de dios hospital in manila as an ultrasound technician ,so immediately i talk to may parents about it and i decided to flight back to manila as possible for the exams and interview but hopefully i passed the test and the screening because of the credential and overqualified position for PT. That then ,the department head told me to start to work on that monday, while waiting for my visa i need to pass all the requirement needed to my agent baby giron. i stayed at daddy johnny's relative juliet in vito cruz extension pasay city same place we board during our internship month in manila. lot of experience,nature tripping and travel done in manila but i really enjoyed my work.

as the day arrived,it was sept 14 2000 my agent baby giron called me up telling me that may visa has been already released by the turkish embassy , she gave a small briefing of the visa and the things that i should do regarding the papers and the immigration section.my initial reaction was shock but totally happy because all my prayers was answered now im doing this not only for myself but for the entire family. immediately i made a resignation letter and after 2 days i resigned for my position and flight back to Roxas City to see once again my family before my flight going to turkey..i arrived in manila sept 19,2000 my uncle celso and aunt lorna accompanied me to the airport ,we had a small talk,warmth embrace but inspite of the time i decided to leave immediately. so my ticket was a malaysian airlines flight going to malaysia but had a stopover of 8 hours in malaysia then flight going to istanbul, as the plane landed at ataturk international airport in turkey, i was very excited to see all my relatives here working for a long time .i saw my uncle waving his hands and thats how i feel that i reach turkey.

A DAY IN THE LIFE!

THE MEANING

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for siblings to work side by side
andd then smile with pride as a family
dreams all come true......

To love is to help and encourage
with smile and sincere words of praise
to take time to share,
to listen and care in tender,affectionate ways

To love is to have all people special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing sorrows,laughter and tears as a whole family.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you have to recall since childhood til then
of all good things that sharing life brings
love is the gretest of all

I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true ;
I've learned the full meaning of FAMILY
by being and loving with you .

THE REAL ME.......

i have too many skeletons in my closet...

people think that i'm miss goody-goody but the truth is i'm just trying to hide the real me all these years. Nobody expected that i would be this person but the thing is "my mommy is my idol". I do everything she says, i don't have a mind of my own, i follow her path because i am her shadow. i am my mom's mini me. i do everything in my power to get what i want even if its putting my dignity down. i did so much to be a PERSON, i used people so i can be where i am today. so for you people who want to reach your dreams...despite of sacrifices,sufferings and pain you would succeed....